It is so paradoxical how people tend to magnify their own life stories, achievements, and problems, yet they see it kind of easier to move on for the ones who went through much more gravelygrave things... I did not dare to underestimate a serious level of pain, suffering or trauma, nor did I intend to mock or cause traumas to anyone. It has been this way ever since I was a small girl. - I am blessed with the most precious kind of maturity that others usually do not have, and probably not even aware of the fact that they lack it, for they are astonishingly ignorant. Even just for that, I should have been more aware of my value all along.